| Stuck In A World of Pale Blue and White Walls |
[Apr. 7th, 2005|11:10 pm] |
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| | Operation Dinner Out | ] |
So April, 4 Months in and my very second post. Potentially embarrassed by my total lack of updates, Yes Yes I do think so. Let me remind you a little of my previous posts, {please insert whiny, angsty, upset and emotionally repressed issues in here}. That was a beautiful summation of last year, the year before and the year before that. To be honest with you, and sometimes I try to be, that was not the best work I have ever done. The writing was lackadaisical, misplaced and generally pathetic (I can use big words, I am a big boy now). If you have not noticed yet, Anger is a key emotion I am currently feeding off, pushing myself through the days at uni and all for another 2 weeks. Two weeks until I blessedly enter the world of the PhD student and answer to only myself, my supervisors and my parents. I still answer to my parents, they have given me everything I have ever needed to get to this point, so yes at 24 I will still say "how high" when they say jump, I DO listen occasionally. Anyway enough, all posts from the previous year have been locked even the one where I profess to be amazed by two very special females, that one is now only locked for friends, so they can see it and I can try to remind them why they are so special to me. Enough of this, uni calls and this weekend is packed with excitement. WRESTLING IS IN TOWN. I love it, the fake melodrama, the fat kids in the audience, the total redneckedness (is that even a mangled word?) and more importantly the steroid abusing men (and silicone abusing women) who make it all seem to plastic fantastic. They are in Perth and I cant wait!.
PS: Yes I promise to now update more regularly, be prepared for it to be filled with me going "writers block noooooooo kill me now" |
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